I'm back

After nearly 2 years, I somehow feel like writing again..

I'm not the old me anymore,

I'm now a student, a teacher, a wife, and a mother.

I've so many things to do till I refuse to do any of them..

I focused on doing the assignment, I submitted my work late..

I focused on doing my work, I didnt have time to do my assignment..

Not really that I dont have time, but I'm just to tired to think..to do all the thinking..

And at home? I'm not really a good wife..not a good mother either..

Now I know how blessed I am to have Mak as my mother..

She has all the time in the world to do whatever she needs to do..

How I wish I could be like her..

I'm sorry abang, you have to share the house chores with me..

I'm sorry Muhammad as you have to play alone while ibu's busy with work..

I'm sorry dear students as your teacher sometimes come late to class because of her baby..

I'm sorry my dear body as you just get fatter and fatter because I cant stop eating..

I need more energy..

I wanna be a better me..

Pray for me..

and..

My masters degree by the end of 2015