Chang Loon

Been here for a week..
Everything seems so different..
New office...
New environment..
New people..

I've been trying hard to mix around..
but being the only young instructor in the building
 is not easy...

Dear Allah..
Please send me a friend..
to eat and laugh together.

(p/s : can't wait for Iman to be here..^^ )

I'm sick I'm tired, I'm scared

I'm tired..tired of travelling..
travelling from Melaka to Kuala Lumpur to Changlon to Sintok and then back again to Changlon,
continue to Gurun back to Kuala Lumpur and finally back to Melaka.
we (read me and my fiance) spent two days in car and I'm starting to get a fever..

I'm sick and I'm tired..
but worst...
I'm scared..

I'm scared...
too scared to work in a new workplace..
too scared to look for new friends..
too scared to drive alone.

I'm scared...
too scared to start a new life...
too scared to be somebody's wife...
too scared to lead my own life.

I love here..
love staying in Melaka..
love working in UiTM (* UiTM dihatiku)
love staying with the housemates (*minus that invisible one)
 and best..
I love being single (*not married) and mingle around with the girls..

I'm sick, I'm tired, I'm scared..
but I dont dare to break her heart..
just because I love staying here..

I'm sick I'm tired, I'm scared..
but, mom..
I'll do everything you want me to do..
because my life is always yours..

Moga Bahagia Selamanya

Many of my friends are getting married..
and I cant attend any of them because I'm working in "Far Away Land"..
Sad....T____T

(p/s : saya doa kebahagiaan kamu2 dari jauh..)

Diam Kau!

Diam kau dalam kubangmu,
diam kau dalam bongkakmu,
diam kau jika kau rasa itu yang kau mahu,
diam kau jika kau rasa hanya itu yang kau tahu.

Tapi yang pasti,
jangan kau endah bila aku sepi,
jangan kau endah bila aku benci,
kerana sabar aku sudah mati.

Tuding

Bila kau menuding,
Rasanya kau ampuh
Nyatanya kau rapuh.

Bila kau menuding,
Pantas tertudinglah kau,
Lantas ditudinglah kau..


Lalu apa?

Lalu henti kau menuding,
Lalu putar kau tuding mu,
Lalu patah kau tuding mu.

Lalu balik kau tudingmu,
Tuding haknya,
Tuding benarnya..

Tuding apa?

Tuding dirimu,
Tuding jiwamu,
Tuding hatimu,
Tuding jasadmu..

Lalu tuntas tuding-tuding itu,
Menudinglah diri pada yang putih,
Menudinglah diri pada yang puri..

The Sweetest Surprise

Last weekend was the best weekend ever..  *smiling form ear to ear..^^


I went out for a date and spent my special day (read it as my birthday) with him..
we had brunch together..
window shopped together..
drew batik for the first time together...

 * batik yang masih suci belum dicanting

*niat jahat memusnah kesucian batik putih
 sedang dirangka   

 *bangga berjaya memusnahkan 
kesucian batik putih 

*close-up batik putih tercemar

.

.

.

.

.

but still..
there's no birthday present for me..
he said he didn't prepare anything..
he didn't know what to buy or what to prepare..

well...
I was OK with that..
because I didn't expect anything from him..
plus, he promised to buy me  a new handbag if I want to..
and I told him, I need time..time to look for the best..  hehehehehe..=D
yes, I was looking for the best and finally I didn't find any..* selamat duit beliau..hahahaha..


late evening, he took me for dinner at Putera Ayu..
there're so many people..
and I wondered if there's any table left..
he looked so confident as if he already booked one for us..
then, I saw my dear friends, my besties..
what did they do here? I was a bit confused..

and TAAA-DAAAAA...
it's a surprise birthday party for me..
yes, I was SURPRISED...^^

Terima kasih, kamu..
buat susah2 je..
terima kasih rakan-rakan kerana sudi datang..
saya tahu kamu banyak plan sendiri di hari minggu..
terima kasih..^^

* Surprise birthday cake..
Black forest cheese cake separuh..cukup untuk 6 orang..tak membazir..^^

*terima kasih kamu..

* Aja & Babad menikmati kek lazat 

* Chadut bersama anak ikan baru??? =P

* Ummmpphhhh..sedap sgt ni~~~~!!!

* Air ni pon sedap jugak......

* Gedik sangat cacatkan gambar beliau...hahahahaha..

* Necklace yang cantik dari beliau..terima kasih kamu..^^

*Shawl dari achadut...sayang ko..^^

*luv-luv from aja..^^

* shawl from dearie housemate - cik wani..^^

*mirror-mirror from dearie housemate - cik pinkora..^^

Walaupun sedih kerana semakin tua, saya gembira punya sahabat seperti kamu-kamu semua...
dan *kamu yang satu, saya tunggu kamu membawa hajat..
Terima kasih sekali lagi...

Dan untuk yang paling istimewa..
Terima kasih mak kerana melahirkan saya..
Terima kasih mak kerana sudi tidur di atas lantai sejuk hospital untuk saya..

Dan yang paling-paling istimewa...
Terima kasih Allah S.W.T kerana mengurniakan saya hidup yang aman..

Terima kasih..=)

Moga Segalanya Diberkati

Ya-Rabb...

hamba-Mu ini mahu menghalalkan yang haram..
membetulkan yang selama ini salah..
menjadi yang lebih baik...
tapi kami hanya mampu merancang..
oleh itu, Kau perkenankanlah segalanya Ya-Rabb..
moga perancangan itu berjalan lancar tanpa halangan..
amin.....