My sweet apple 2

Duhai anak,
Apa saja tingkahmu manis di mata ku...
Ibu sayang kamu Muhammad...

.My sweet apple

I'm back

After nearly 2 years, I somehow feel like writing again..

I'm not the old me anymore,

I'm now a student, a teacher, a wife, and a mother.

I've so many things to do till I refuse to do any of them..

I focused on doing the assignment, I submitted my work late..

I focused on doing my work, I didnt have time to do my assignment..

Not really that I dont have time, but I'm just to tired to think..to do all the thinking..

And at home? I'm not really a good wife..not a good mother either..

Now I know how blessed I am to have Mak as my mother..

She has all the time in the world to do whatever she needs to do..

How I wish I could be like her..

I'm sorry abang, you have to share the house chores with me..

I'm sorry Muhammad as you have to play alone while ibu's busy with work..

I'm sorry dear students as your teacher sometimes come late to class because of her baby..

I'm sorry my dear body as you just get fatter and fatter because I cant stop eating..

I need more energy..

I wanna be a better me..

Pray for me..

and..

My masters degree by the end of 2015

UUM - 1st Semester

The 1st semester teaching in UUM.

My 1st experience teaching degree students.

My 1st experience teaching writing course.

My 1st experience teaching weak and passive students.

Set up 3 rules in all the 6 classes.

3R 

- Relax

- Respect

- RESPOND!!!!

I DON'T WANT to TALK to the WALL.

-  Did the thing that some of my friends hate the most; asked the same questions again and again.

- It worked. They responded. With words. *smile

1st Consultation day.

Found out these;

- a student who doesn't know what is "a sentence".

- a student who doesn't even know what are main ideas.

- a students who doesn't even know what is an introduction paragraph, what is a body paragraph.

I thought those are the basics in writing essays.

SHOCKED!!!

What should I do?

It's a challenge!!

Yes, I need to do something.

Improve my teaching style?

Maybe I'm too rigid.

Improve my teaching methods?

Yes, there will be more activities in class.

More tiring days?

What to do. I need to help them

Thank god I deferred my master's degree.

My Master's Degree??

I've been dreaming to have a master's degree since forever..

but when can I get one? 

Wanted to apply for ELS in UKM, but mommy gave me a big NO NO..

why?

 because my brother said I was a PTFT and I cant afford to do a master..ok, i put away that UKM application..

Applied for Applied Linguistics in USM and UUM..received the offers..

moved to a new workplace..

to busy to fit in..

and out of sudden, mommy said I'm going to get married this coming October..

there's too many things going on..

how can I afford to start my master this year..*crying

Deferred the offer from UUM..

and forced to reject the offer form USM as they didnt allow me to defer..

*sad 

Hummphh!! It's OK aini..belum masanya..

I still have time..

Berazamlah...

by hook or by crook, 

Aini bt. Ahmad MUST start her masters' degree next year..with or without scholarship..

it's a MUST!!

I MUST have my master's degree before the end of 2015..

Aja aja fighting!!!

My Busy Raya 2012

Eid 2012 is my busiest raya ever..
I was busy with everything..busy with the food..busy eating..hehehe.. busy with the kids, 
the guests, jalan-jalan raya, shopping..and last but not least..busy with mr. F (read mr. fiance)..hihi..

I was busy the whole 1st week of raya..


Eid - Day 1 (Sunday)

- went for sembahyang sunat raya with the family.
- served kuih raya and ketupat for the guests.
- watched brothers and nephews playing street fighter..from 11 am to 3 pm..
   well, i wanted to play..but we didnt have enough joystick.pity me..-_-'
- visited the relatives
- collected duit raya..hoho..still got duit raya though i've been working for a year..^^V



Eid - Day 2 ( Monday)

- mr. F and his family visited for raya..nebes layan bakal ibu..hoho..
- went to ayah's kampung to visit the uncles and aunties..and my 4-year-old nephew, zul peed in his pant and   refused to wear the pant borrowed to him..he stayed half-naked jalan-jalan raya..apalah kamu..hihi..



Eid - Day 3 ( Tuesday)

- went back to changloon..
- went to work a bit late..there's no one in the language centre..takut2..balik la..hoho..
- went to simpang 4 to pick mr. F.. had lunch with his family..his mom cooked nasi daging, my favourite..tapi sy malu mau makan banyak2..sob3..itu la padahnya pegi sorang2..tak malu btol..-_-'
- went to Alor Setar..mahu tempah baju melayu beliau dan kad kahwin...tp kedai suma tutup..pulang dgn tgn  
  kosong..sob3..
- begged him to send me home..too tired to drive alone..he drove me home and had dinner together before
  he went back to simpang 4..



Eid - Day 4 ( Wednesday)

- went to Padang Besar with mr. F..his mom wanted him to come home before 2.30 but we cant make it
  because i was too busy with shopping. I'm sorry auntie..jgn merajuk..bawak anak teruna orang ni bahaya
  btol..-_-'
- went to Hospital Jitra to ask about our HIV test..they dont do it in the hospital..need to go to pusat
   kesihatan..we decided to do it on Sunday.
- went to Cosy spa to ask about my wedding makeup..did the makeup test..cantik tapi kenapa muka sy
   tiba2 nampak mcm jalan raya x turap..isk3..kakak, sy bayar mahal tp kenapa barang mekap suma
   murahan..baik sy mekap sniri je...T___T



Eid - Day 5 ( Thursday)

- went to Sg. Petani with mr. F...bought chiffon for my selendang akad nikah and veil..
- met Erin and Anne at Butik Benard..discussed about my selendang..snapped pictures of my wedding
  dress..tp knape ade nama org lain kat dress tu..kate sy 1st pkai..tipu ke ape ni...=(
- picked my sister at Taman Ria and went to Nagoya and Kamdar together..bought purple curtain..
- went to Kedai Emas Hjh Halijah, and bought my wedding ring..hihihi..
- sent 'anak teruna orang' and went back home..alone...gigih drive malam2 sorang..da la mata cap
  ayam..huhu...



Eid - Day 6 ( Friday)

- Mr. F nk b'manja bersama mama beliau yg tercinta...so...i stayed at home..alone..
- watched TV from 7 am till 1.00 am..cter transformer  best..=P



Eid - Day 7 ( Saturday) 

- went to Kuala Perlis, took a ferry and arrived in Langkawi after 1 hour..
- went to a friend's wedding in Padang Matsirat..pengantin cantik tp mekap crack..doa banyak2 saya tak
   jadi macam tu nanti..
- went to Pekan Kuah, sopping cekelet la..hohohohoho...
- had dinner together at Kuala Perlis..terima kasih 'anak teruna orang'..belanja saya sampai perut mau
   meletop..=D



Eid - Day 8 (Sunday)

- went to work and went back home a bit early..
- went to Simpang 4 to pick mr. F..
- went to Klinik Kesihatan Simpang 4 for our HIV test..itu encik cucuk saya manyak sakit..
   itu 'anak teruna orang' cakap saya manyak penakut..cheh!!! sekeh kang...
- went to alor setar, tempah kad, tempah baju melayu..borong sakan di Borong Din..kopak beta..gaji suda
  selamat sumanya..
- bought mcD for dinner and sent 'anak teruna orang' home..



my 8 days of raya are so packed..mr. F is now back in KL..saya tinggal di Changlon kesunyian seperti biasa..oh, oh..bila mau dapat kawan baru yang kamceng sekepala..sob3..
after my busy raya, i'm now having a very...very..very baddd flu...

Oh, My Wedding 1

81 days to go...

White and soft peach for the wedding dresses...
Pastel for the pelamin and bedroom..
Colourful door gift bags..
Cute invitation card..

Hope everything goes well..
Amin, Ya Allah..