Oh, My Wedding 1

81 days to go...

White and soft peach for the wedding dresses...
Pastel for the pelamin and bedroom..
Colourful door gift bags..
Cute invitation card..

Hope everything goes well..
Amin, Ya Allah..

Iman

Iman is here..
I'm happy to have her..
but a little bit sad..
sad with her wrong "kad pengenalan" and the "kecomotan"..
but dont worry Iman..
I'll take care of you..
better than anything else..

Chang Loon

Been here for a week..
Everything seems so different..
New office...
New environment..
New people..

I've been trying hard to mix around..
but being the only young instructor in the building
 is not easy...

Dear Allah..
Please send me a friend..
to eat and laugh together.

(p/s : can't wait for Iman to be here..^^ )

I'm sick I'm tired, I'm scared

I'm tired..tired of travelling..
travelling from Melaka to Kuala Lumpur to Changlon to Sintok and then back again to Changlon,
continue to Gurun back to Kuala Lumpur and finally back to Melaka.
we (read me and my fiance) spent two days in car and I'm starting to get a fever..

I'm sick and I'm tired..
but worst...
I'm scared..

I'm scared...
too scared to work in a new workplace..
too scared to look for new friends..
too scared to drive alone.

I'm scared...
too scared to start a new life...
too scared to be somebody's wife...
too scared to lead my own life.

I love here..
love staying in Melaka..
love working in UiTM (* UiTM dihatiku)
love staying with the housemates (*minus that invisible one)
 and best..
I love being single (*not married) and mingle around with the girls..

I'm sick, I'm tired, I'm scared..
but I dont dare to break her heart..
just because I love staying here..

I'm sick I'm tired, I'm scared..
but, mom..
I'll do everything you want me to do..
because my life is always yours..

Moga Bahagia Selamanya

Many of my friends are getting married..
and I cant attend any of them because I'm working in "Far Away Land"..
Sad....T____T

(p/s : saya doa kebahagiaan kamu2 dari jauh..)

Diam Kau!

Diam kau dalam kubangmu,
diam kau dalam bongkakmu,
diam kau jika kau rasa itu yang kau mahu,
diam kau jika kau rasa hanya itu yang kau tahu.

Tapi yang pasti,
jangan kau endah bila aku sepi,
jangan kau endah bila aku benci,
kerana sabar aku sudah mati.

Tuding

Bila kau menuding,
Rasanya kau ampuh
Nyatanya kau rapuh.

Bila kau menuding,
Pantas tertudinglah kau,
Lantas ditudinglah kau..


Lalu apa?

Lalu henti kau menuding,
Lalu putar kau tuding mu,
Lalu patah kau tuding mu.

Lalu balik kau tudingmu,
Tuding haknya,
Tuding benarnya..

Tuding apa?

Tuding dirimu,
Tuding jiwamu,
Tuding hatimu,
Tuding jasadmu..

Lalu tuntas tuding-tuding itu,
Menudinglah diri pada yang putih,
Menudinglah diri pada yang puri..